Thursday, July 05, 2007
Heh yr sweet words for mine in yr frenster has been removed, photos have been renamed to - end of chapter -
looks like its really ended
life not really been smooth, im so lifeless perhaps should sleep all day long
hibernate during happy hours
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
He suddenly asked me out on Monday evening. was feeling kinda weird suddenly he asked me out.
but my conclusion is he wanted to see whether he still like me anot, i guess he probably likes another girl now. he even bought something for her, and he has 1 almost identical.
ok thats the 1st time i went home alone, normally he will send me home then take cab home or i cab home myself. kinda sad yeah ? the feeling, everything has changed.
but im not gonna moan and moan over this thing again, i will get over it soon. but worst is i will feel weird seeing both of them together. no point regretting anything, hes a good guy but we are not fated to be together.
Saturday, June 30, 2007
first day of july, cried terribly infront of a fren yest.
many and even myself can't understand y,
why ? we still love each other deeply but can't be together.
i hope u r slowly forgetting me alr.
as for me, this time things wasn't the same for me.
i could jolly well forget a guy within 2 weeks.
but i haven't get over u yet.
the reason we can't be together ?
i've no idea well mabbe i love u alot and i don't wan to always
scold u for the things u do wrong.
but sometimes u really say n do things without thinking
and ending up me always scolding u.
and i always feel bad after scolding u, i didn't mean to scold u
just tat i hope u can learn and grow up more.
u've told me u've changed, but i doubt it.
WELL no smoking in clubs anymore, its been a damn long time since i go club
school is starting tml, gambate to myself
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Dear Blog,
I have alot of things to tell u =)
Its all about u
Do you know 9 more days, i can't see u every monday - fridy already. i duno why but its been affecting my mood lately.
Today i told you that someone is interested in me, and u told me that it will affect your work. the reason is cause im leaving and i wish u to take more notice in me, everytime u look dao towards me and u dun wish to tell me anything.
I just found out that that guy has a gf and probably intend just for a fling. neither am i interested in him.
These few mths/days many things happen, and of course i realise that you are the guy whom treat me the best. i nv say i wun give u a chance, but many things have happened, and i scared im no longer clean. and even if we are together, things will not be the same anymore, everything will be u giving in to me, and i dun wish to have such a relationship and im scared im dirty.
I stayed back in office today, soon we will not be able to see each other.. veryvery soon, and i wonder when can i see u again if i leave here. today went lunch with u, if you see this u should know why. it was a fun lunch just like what we had in the past.
Continue at home, i kept crying.
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
long time no blog ...
here comes another cute pic ...
Maths Paper 1
6/11 - 8am
science chemistry
7/11 - 8am
English Paper1
8/11 - 8am
English Paper 2
8/11 - 10.15
Science Physics
8/11 - 2pm
Maths Paper 2
10/11 - 2:30pm
Science Multiple Choice
20/11 - 8am
My O lvls timing ... soon to be over
must meet up wif my dear frens alr ..
almsot everyday stayed at home
99% mapling n 1% studying
hoho lol s ..
recently poor anne must be sad over
not being able to play her game lols ..
n my mum keep rushing me to find a job ..
making me so angry ...
she keep buy newpaper n cut out advertisement for job ..
its not i dun1 ... i wan look for office job cuz sat n sun no need work ...
but i got nothing to wear for office ... so angry ...
then i dun1 work those sales line cuz sat n sun need to work
extra hard de nor ... so sad ...
3days nv meet dear le .. duno he miss me anot ...
ofcuz i do miss him =( ....
Friday, October 13, 2006
ok dear complained i only put my own pic nv put his
so here it is !
he was wearing a gay sun quan suit !
while dear bought for me a zhugeliang wand !
me going lvl90 le ! woots tml cfm 90 liaos hehe ....
we kissing ! i got e urge to change my char looks but scared
keep waste money ! howow!!
my head very big rite ... looks weird wanna change hair!
bugis! saw the bastard don! he owe $$ keep dun1 pay.
yen bought a coconut which i was adictd to eating it ...
a famaliar pic i think alot see b4 ... hehe
more pics to go while i take n bluetooth them now !
wanna show dear and anne de ...
a white study room + comp table for $98 ONLY!!
but e cabinet cost $45 and e chair $35 ... zz tis 2 add up
almost e table money ! tats y i think its so afforadable!!
to be place in my room to remove tat old table of mine ..
which my kor dump to me when he bought new table ...
a white long table again to be place in the hall ...
i thinking which 1 to buy .. tis 1 more exp cuz bigger ...
if buy e smaller 1 then my laptop will be shifted into my room ...
if buy big 1 then everyting will be almost e same ...
able to watch tv while playing game ! weee
my camera took it better than e magazine image hehe
O's lvl sci practial on 19oct
nextt thur ...
to: dear / anne / yen / linda
must remind me to go ...
OK! i know u all will wish me goodluck in olvls de ...
i so scared cuz 2 years nv touch appartus alr ...
hope dun flood n bomb e sci lab ...
a maid a potato
lOL
one pri and 1 secondary sch pic ...
the potato pic in dear wallet ..
he wans e pri 1 ...
but i refuse cuz e potato me is like kinda cute ...
rarely got short hair pic k dear ...
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u r a girl and u behave like a horny 1 ...
i being wondering u get close to guys to get
a free sex from them iszit ...
and when i 1st saw u , my fren tell me U SO PRETTY
all these i was like gosh wad a exact opposite of her
being described ... cuz u know y ... u wore a very tight
shirt n i could see yr bra popping out which is
so obvious u wore a super bigger bra size
tat u should wear ... the bra n yr neh got a big gap
which gave me a very clear idea of e person
u r alr ... goodluck to yr future horny days ..
- to a girl rich girl behaving cheaply
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
this not me ... its my primary sch mate ... grabbed from frenster
looked like me hor ...
tis my maple char cute rite !
anne says she look like shes being fucked -.- Zz!
ok i bought tis adidas shirt in black ...
tried 38 was soo tight bougth 40 kinda fat ..
ok i loved e shirt ...
and love the 2 new bag i bought ...
1 from mama 1 from haohao ...
love them lots ...
and of cuz annie ...
can see clearly ? kinda funny and cute ...
oh btw my appeal for np failed ...
hehe ... should i be happy or sad ?
i aint sure myself ...
whats my future !?
but now to me olvls is coming !!
must study hard and re do everything again ...
- loving dear lots ...
sorry today i wanna go tat place to hit ..
i not flirt k dear ...
have u alr enuff le ..
muackies
